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the rubble above them groaned - a pitiful noice of protest that did littl emore than encourage azirpahle to brace himself as the enevitable shifting pressed weight ont hem further. The ground burned with grace - an seriphim's attack, blessed more holy than azirphale could counter. wrong place wrong time had but him and crolwey - along with a handful of humans - in the path of a heaven coup that had spilled out into the rolling hills of the UK. the crator they'd made had thrown up whole mputnain ranges of rock and earth, and every pebble blessed though and though.

it might smother and kill the humans, it might suffucate and discorperate aztripahel, but it would liekly beenough to crush right though corlwey's ocult form and destory him as comepltely as holy water. the demon didn't pray - but he had turned his face heavenward on a few occations to mutter his feeling on the matter as he braced azirpahle up from underneath. me couldn't touch the dirt - he cheek burned and weaping from a quick encounter before htey got the situation under some control. azripahle knew his hands where just as burned, but they where burried in azriahle's coat, pressed up against his shoulders and he used azirpahler's quickly failing corperation as a shield. corlwey's black wings - burning sulpher when dirt rained down - were strached out as well to brace up azirpahle's in an attempt to hold te newly formed moutain up off of the humans huddled at their feet.

Azirpahle only hoped when his corperation could no longer be healed enough to saty funtioning, that he'd not be forced out. that it not crumble away into the filimant it was woven from. it if was made by heven, it would of faile dby now - it was only becuase it was Adam's selfiless chilish gift that kept it together as much as it was.

if it was jsut death that awaited them, aziprahle probbely wold have let go by now - he didn't have the strantght to dig them out, nad hte very nature of the blessed dirt ment corlwey's miricles would slid right off. there was no resue coming. they would likely never escape. no one even knew they'd been buried.

but.. but it wouldn't mean death to crolwey. it would mean exsintion.

he bt back a wimper, flet crowley's grib on his tighten a moment, as the demon pressed their forheads togather. he'd liekly come t understand the stakes as well by this point. and even if he had a eath wish - wich he most certaily did not - he also knew well enough that is azoruaple did disorpeate - with out a body for this realm he'd have no real option but to turn to heaven for a new one - or spend the rest of eternity alone and unsean by any friendly face. he could no more wish that in his beloved that zazirpale would let him be dtroayed either.
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They where a missable lot, no question to it, but they'd been angels up until they'd hit the sulphur, their connection to Heaven burned away, Her Grace caught alight and turning into a twisted inerno inside of them.

The area was filled with agonized wailing, the terried cries of those still plumitting down, wings torn or removed outright to prevent them from saving themselves, and the morose silance that had fallen over those who had started to come to terms with their new lot.

Eventurallt they will turn to Samuel for guidance, but until then, the former archangel has a moment to themselves, to stare up though the cosmos to where they knew Micheal was staring back down. They expceded there owuld be fallout from the argument, but this was beyond the pale. How could She allow this? Punich them, sure. infighting needed to be addressed. but to attempt to destoy everyone who do much as /didn/ back Micheal?

( ;_; unplugged more anout how could this possobly fit inthe Her morals, ect.)

angels crawled over to them, disfigured, mulitplared and burned. angles looking up at them, lost. They'd had their only pospose, the thing She created and Named them to do, torn from them,a nd most lacked the ablity to understand this as anything but devistating; an existance without purpose the most horrifing thing they could comprehend.

Samuel needed to deal with this first. to (deal) with the pleeding faces beginign to multiply before them. They took all teh rage and betrayala nd anger and hated that Micheal had drawn out,a nd pulled it free of their own self. Satan. Micheal's advasary. A part of them created to allow him to remain level headed. Let Satan rage at Micheal, leave Sameul to deal witht he horde growing before him.

"My bretheran," He cried, his voice rolling over ever corner of this horrid dark place. All remaing eyes turned to him, all ears listening to his proclimation, "This is not the End. We survived, despite of former Master's wishes, We lived, depsite teh horror inflicted upon us. And we will not just survie, but thrive, to spite those who try to look down at us!"

He'd barely spokein his Words, whent he hell they'd fallen to eroupted with a roar of voices, boken and pained, but strenghtening with his own proclimation non the less. One of the angels who clawrled closest to him let out a 'huzzah' followed by "HAIL THE LIGHTBRINGER, LORD OF THIS REALM!'

The cries rippled out out, and the once archangel turned to hisself in uncertainy, Satan smiling back at him with encouragement. He'd never set otu to be the Lord of anything, only to call out Mciheal for abuse of power. "What say you, Lucifer," satan asked, head bowing in deferment, "Lord of the realm?"
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Crowley snarled at the ensemble of angels, spitting venom - quite literally - at any that tried to step forward. Had he not been quite so stressed out, he may have noted this group was not lead by Michael - in fact she didn't appear to be present at all - but by the archangel Chamel. he'd had run ins with her before, but she'd never given him more trouble than was strictly necessary, a nd often seemed more amused with him than offended. Finally, they group stepped back, leaving Crowley coiled tightly on himself, glaring. He could see Rapheal gesturing at him, but he wouldn't let them any closer than any of the others. Finally - strangest, it was /Uriel/ how moved. she pulled the strange pearl from Haniel, and marched forward, sphere thrust out in front of her like the worlds worse shield. Crowley would smash right though it if he had too - he'd warned her he was ready to bite, pulled back, ready to ... to... it wasn't a pearl he might be half blind and bleeding out, but Crowley knew his angel when he saw him. a far cry from the crumbling salt Crowley had seen him last, this tiny spark of Aziraphale was nestled inside the sphere of Haniel's light. it had hardened into a protective barrier - an egg almost - Crowley thought hysterically. he froze in place, watching Uriel very carefully. he wasn't sure he'd be able to stop her from dropping it - or worse, throwing it should she feel like it, so it was a stand off until he moved forward again, easing the pearl into the his coils between them.
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the problem with keeping human clothes and miracles is that miracles only worked on belief. Crowley remained clothed not because he believed he should be clothed, but because he believed he should look stylish at all times. Aziraphale, like many angels, struggled to maintain miracles to remained clothed because, to be honest, being clothed was not the natural state of things, and many an angel would simply /forget/ they where supposed to be covered, and the miracle would slip away. And as an angel set on earth for such a long time, it's quiet easy to see why he fell int o human fabricated clothing so easily. he stuck to the approved colour palate for the most part, but the very first humans had mad his first outfit, and if anyone had been paying attention, they would have remained he was a lost cause only a few years into the human experiment.

He would remember to maintain the miracle of clothing when others were around, but sometimes... well. he'd forget and the miracle would slip away. He'd thought he'd been good at maintaining it, but apparently, Adam or Eve had noticed, and one day while he was entertaining the very tiny newest human, the couple had gifted him with soft grass woven coverings.

Before the angel could worry he'd offended to two, Adam had smiled at him, had patted his cheek in a gesture he sometimes did to his tiny son. "To protect you from the sun and sand," he'd explained.

Angels do not have to worry about sunburn, they'd not yet understood that was a thing yet, and the sand was easily buffed away during windy days. But the frail, fragile humans, worry about /him/ had been an act of kindness Aziraphale could not forget.

Latter, he would learn Eve had done the same for Crowley. the demon had spent the day with the woman adorning both they wearings with dyes and seeds. the beginning of fashion it would seem.

Aziraphale miracle those simple garments for decades, long past the true life span of the grass. It was the first time he'd release the short comings of miracles. that if he dwelt on how old the item was, it would start to crumble. it because a constant struggle to not think about something which is always a task in in of itself.

So he would learn that human made was simply easier, and the fewer miracles the better
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the archangels have not all been gathered together since the fight that lead to half of Heaven being removed. There had been attempts, in the aftermath, to get them together to decide how to move forward, but there was always at least one the could not face seeing them all... and more importantly, seeing the empty space where others had been.

After, some even left the realm of Humans altogether. There had been fear that they would Fall too, but it seemed that it was their sorrow that turned them away from Her newest creation, and nothing against the Earth itself, and they retained their grace.

As more and more drifted away, it became clear that the archangels that remained would half to shoulder more and more responsibilities. After her defeat of Samuel, Michael easily filled the role of lead when it came to Heaven's role in guiding Earth, and most of the other angels either fell in line or drifted away. Losing so many of their ranks had turned the idea of dissent into treason, and minds that did not fall in line simply left.

Haniel, Chamiel, and Ariel still circled in and out of this part of the universe, but tended to d their own things, sent out with missives from te Almighty, but generally hands off with Humanity. Azrael and Raphael where constants on earth, but their duties where so all encompassing that they rarely had time to be consulted on the management of human issues. Azreal had arrived at the end of the world because they where expected to be there, but had no opinion on the matter either way.

Gabriel wasn't entirely sure Raphael had been consulted at all. the other three clearly had not, and he and Uriel found themselves arriving to a literal screaming match between them and Micheal, Sandelphon and Metatron. Well. a screaming match between Chameil and Micheal.

Not wanted to enter the argument - they would be seen as supporting Micheal's stance - and potentially alienating Haneil... or worse, alerting Micheal to potential second thoughts on this route of actions he's put into place ... Gabriel look the penance bowl from Uriel, as she reached out to Haneil with the gift they both shared.

Haneil perked up immediately at Uriel's brightness, looking over them in concern, but subtly, intuitively understanding Uriel's desire for discretion. Haneil nudged Chamiel's passions, launching her into a new tirade, and easily slipping away from the group.

"Uriel, Gabriel." Haneil greeted them causionly. He wasn't looking to rehash whatever argument was happening behind them, and regarded them both with some suspicion. Gabiel lead them away from being spotted by Micheal, uncertain himself. Finally, Uriel presented the vessel to Haniel, whose face immediately crumbled, hands delicately touching the small swirl of mist

"The poor dear, how has this happened?"

they offered nothing to begin with, and Haneil poured light into the mist, helping it stabilize. He did not let it go however, and once the angel in his hand was no longer slipping away, he turned his attention to Gabriel. "What can do this to an angel?"
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Gabriel stared numbly down on the cold corpse at his feet.

The demon Crowley had been drug away to be dealt with later; he'd been screaming, hissing and biting and spitting, trying to slither free even as his occult powers reined in and subdued.

Micheal would deal with him. Gabriel had been assured he didn't have to worry about it.

His own corporation had been damaged by the snake, venom inching in his veins, tingling as it mingled with t he linger effects of Aziraphale's attempts at smiting him.

Aziraphale had tried to smite him. HIM! He'd called down God's Glory against Gabriel, and not only had she'd allowed it, it was likely only the difference of their creation that had allowed him to remain standing in the end.

Sandelphon had attacked the principality form behind. The blow had killed the corporation immediately, but had also bound his ethereal essence to the fleshy form, and Sandelphon's attack ate away at him.

The body was going to start crumbling soon. Breaking down to sand and salt. inside, he was crumbling too, the liquid grace that formed an angel breaking apart at the edges, a fine mist swirling at the edges. it curled around Gabriel's hand when he finally knelt done and reached out, electric fear jolting at where they briefly touched.

This wasn't falling. This was... this was unmaking.

Gabriel didn't think anyone had the power to do that without Hellfire.

How... How had they gotten to this point?

Sandelphon had grinned when he'd struck the lesser angel. Micheal looked proud as she'd reigned the demon under control.

Executing them had been one thing, but.. but when had they started to enjoy it?

footsteps sounded next to him - a purpose noise, and angel was perfectly capable of walking by without being noticed - and Gabriel couldn't look up, staring intently on Uriel's boots. He knelt there, aziraphale's dissolving grace in his hands, and finally, she knelt next to him, a seashell like bowl in hand that felt like her own light.

She rested it on the blood stained ground, and used her hands to coax and swirl the mists into the vessel. Unsure to the purpose, but not enjoying the helpless feeling of holding the fear of another angel in his hands either, Gabriel mimicked her motions, gather the ether in the bowl. It remain eppervencent , but no longer started to dissipate into the air, swirling in a confused galaxy, but the terror had eased into resigned confusion.

Uriel held the bowl in her hands, quiet for a time, and Gabriel watched the bowl shine warmly, protectively.

"I... worry we have misunderstood our purpose today," she said finally, confiding in him, a careful admittance that could cost her a much has it had cost the dying angel in her lap. Gabriel couldn't help but agree. the plan had sounded good and just, but looking it now, and the body next to them beginning to drift in the breeze, and the tiny pool of light that could no longer keep its form. no. no something had gone wrong today.

"Haniel had spoken out against moving forward on the Great Plan until we had clarification. They could... they might know what to do."
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There is something calling out to him in the dark.

Unfortunately, no matter how much he tried to follow the call, his own light washes the shadows away, the sound always just a step to far for him to catch up too.

He can't hear what it's saying, no matter how hard he listens. If he follows, it runs. If he stays put, it never comes closer, never speaks louder.

it's frustrating, to hear it murmured in the dark, so close yet forever too far away. He tries to smother his own light, tries to snuff out himself to dray the voice closer, but while it grows louder he still can't understand it.

knowledge lurking at the corners of his being, forever out of reach.

it's how Crowley finds him finally, his grace muffled almost into nonexistence - teetering on being forever lost - straining against his own nature to listen. the serpent shakes him back into awareness, spewing hateful words in his fear as he draws the ethereal nature back to itself.

the light flickers....

grace, while bright light, is not a flame. just as the fire that burns in him has no light. grace is a mist to his fire. too much grace will smother his flame. to much flame will dry out and destroy grace. they have walked a very careful line foe along time.

the grace is almost gone. Crowley has to extinguish his own infernal flame to the point of near nonexistence before approaching. he coaxed the mist, the brightness. if fight him - curses him, tells him to quiet, he's trying to hear.

he will hate himself later, when he realizes it was a trap, but now he does nothing but rage as Crowley drags his grace out, pulling it like the cloud of a nebula he once shaped.

the call fades in the light.
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Usually Aziraphale had much better things to do with his time than waste it sleeping.

However, sometimes the night was cold and damp and as much as he enjoyed curling up in front of a fire with a cup of tea, soft blanket and good book…. Well. He avoided building a fire these days after catching a haunted look on his dears face before it could get smoothed away.

So. Even on the nights he was here alone, he refrained, instead bundling up in the bed they'd recently come to share*

* Once there had been two and Crowley had looked so pleased with himself.

He'd dozed off at some point, nestled in the blankets and pillows, not completely awoken my the creaking if floor boardes and the soft while of the door opening to lets the Serpent slip into the room.

Crowley shuffled about, rain soaked jacket dumped to the side as he miracled himself into dry silk jams hair damp but no longer dripping. Even with limbs, slithering was the only term that could describe the way he crawled down the length of the bed, pressing a cold nose into angel curls, grinning at the grumbles it caused.

"I imaging your hands are cold too?"

"Like ice cubes"

"Get under the covers you ridiculous demon" he grumbled, pulling the blankets free so Crowley could twist in under his arm. Frozen toes immediately pressed between warm calves and fridged fingers slide up the back of a nightshirt as the angel jolted awake with a grumble. White wings manifested, unhindered by mortal things like blanket and clothes and wrapped Crowley up tight to trap him in the warmth below

"Did you have a good night dear."

"Marvelous. You wouldn't have approved at all."

"Guess i'll have my work cut out for me come morning"
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it's a competition between which is louder; the beating of Crowley's heart or the dripping of demonic blood.

He's still staked in place, the occult array active - even more powerful now that it’s been soaked with gallons of split fuel from Hastur's cronies - and dampening his own abilities just as much as the infernal nails driven into his fleshy form. One of the spikes that was driven though his shoulder has torn the limb completely free, but if Crowley can survive this circle, he can grow it back as soon as he's recovered. his limbs aren't real anyway, so he can grow them back as many times as he pleases, later.

Hastur, great big coward he is, already fled when the smiting began, and Crowley is left alone with the bright holy power of an angel.

His occult senses are too muddled by the combined power of his own pain the array. but he is a snake at heart and his sense of smell is second only to his ability to imagine new things. The air is heavy with pain and fear and death and rot. but more than that is the sharp wet taste of acidic grace, with a under taste of musty paper and damp wood.

and the hint of wet rabbit fur and there is another demon here!

Crowley tries to lift himself up, spitting blood from his throat has he tried to warn his angel - tried to raise an alarm before the other demon can strike - and there is one of the Legion standing over him, reaching out to grab a stake driven though his chest, and Crowley snarls, hisses, spits.

Legion yanks the stake free, and Crowley can feel the array unraveling around him like a dropped knit stitch, the force keeping him powerless also keeping the agony at bay, ad he weeps as nerves begin to re-knit and he can feel more acutely what has been done to him. the wards also fall away, and Legion scrambles aside as Aziraphale surges forward, a miraculous clean hand pressing against him, ethereal power seeping in to chase away the pain.

he's drawn up into gore spattered arms, head tucked under the soft jawline of his own guardian angel as his lifted with ease from his prison. He sees Legion skirting around in the corners, uneasy. But Aziraphale literally pays him no mind, and strides out of this awful place with a single backward glance. it's only once they are in the cool morning air that Crowley looks up. Aziraphale hasn't looked at him yet, not really, eyes and senses stretching out, high alert for danger. He can feel the tension ripping under his earthly corporation, high strung and bow tight.

it's legion his gives his attention to first, the young faced demon sticking to the shadows of nearly by trees. He says nothing, but the demon answers the question anyway, "I don't sense anyone watching..."

There is a torrent of power then unleashed with a snap of perfectly trimmed angelic fingers, as Aziraphale pulls down a miracle, his smiting leveling the old building that had just housed a flurry of demonic activity for the last few months. There is nothing Heaven can accuse him of, even dismissed from their service, no one can argue against the use of Heavenly resources to wash such a stain from the surface of Earth.

there is a second Legion now, and Crowley feels his own trebitation percolating, but the two are only clinging to each other, properly awed by the use of such power. Neither side usually has agents on earth with the ability to unleash such a torrent, and if's a terrifying enough thing to witness your own side preform such a move; never mind to be in the presence of a hereditary enemy who unleashed it with nary a thought.

They look properly terrified of Aziraphale, a look that Crowley isn't sure he's seen on the faces of either side; a shame really, because His angel is worthy of it. But it means something different to Aziraphale than it does to Crowley. The his beloved angel, such looks break his heart and make him feel small. They don't make him feel powerful, but instead make him feel like a monster. Crowley is careful not to let adoration ever grace his on features when in the presence of an unleashed Principality.

"I am indebted to you," Aziraphale says finally to the... trio... as he secures his hold on Crowley, a firm but gentle grip. the multiplying Legion - they always look more confidant in groups - blink back at him in unison, but say nothing to contradict him. It's a fragile, rare thing - a debt that spans both sides. But the legion are many lives the way neither tradition side are, and ti makes them more open

What's being offered here looks like a tit-for-tat that has been being played out among the two transitional sides side the very beginning, but the Legion are naylived enough to know this is something else. This is more than just a scratch-back situation, and more of an olive branch. While Crowley and Aziraphale maybe unique to both sides, they are not the only ones who have found a fascination with earth, just the only ones that have allowed it to overtake their loyalties.

it will be harder for other angels to follow this path, but demons are demons for the simple fact that they have done this already. they have done exactly what Aziraphale had done, and they had been horrible burned for it. But... but Crowley showed them that while they may have been burned once, it didn't mean that it meant they should never try again, and to fall back into line with the demented version of what they'd lost in the first place.

They had been rejected by Heaven, but had let that status quo rebuild itself in hell. Crowley simply showed them that they didn't have to. that they could rebel again. and they could keep rebelling, over and over and over. they could keep on saying that no. they didn't like this. try again.

and after six thousand years, some of them where starting to take those careful steps. they didn't understand humans the way Crowley and Aziraphale did. but they liked them. they thought they where fun and cleaver and interesting.

There would be Dukes and Princes and Lords that likes the status quo, and they would do everything they could to keep the rules in place. But that didn't mean they where right. and if Legion, or others decided they didn't want to play by the rules of Hell and more, Aziraphale and Crowley would be happy to try and help.

there would be rules - there where always going to be rules though. but... Earth was now a third side they could explore.

And if they didn't like that - well there where an awful lot of planets out there. They could make as Many sides as they needed.
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he knew one day, things would catch up to them. It was inevitable. Heaven and hell could only be placated for so long, and while their stunt bought them time, it wasn't the get out of jail free card they liked to pretend it was.

He just wasn't excepting them to try holy water again.

after all, Micheal had brought the water themselves. she had to know there was no trick there.

still, Crowley found himself grappling with Sandelphon in a deserted park, Aziraphale already bludgeoned unconscious by a three-on-one attack that had blindsided them both.

small bit of luck, thought Crowley, that at least Aziraphale wasn't being made to watch.

he did find it odd that this time around, Micheal was not only leading the charge, but that Gabriel was absent compelety. he would of figured this would have been right up the bastards alley.

instead, Sandelphon was trying to put Crowley in a headlock; if Aziraphale wasn't laying to vulnerable off to the side, crolwey's of snaked away. instead he was still frantically trying to find a way to get them both out of this.

Uriel had grabbed his legs at this pint, and the two carried his, hissing and snarling, over to the park's fountain, which Micheal was already standing in.

the forced him down int he water, holding him under, as Micheal began to bless the water with him in in. a baptism of the most holy order.

his biggest regret is that he couldn't see his angel anymore, only stone and water, and the distorted archangels holding him under. the water warmed, and started to roll above him.

this was it.

the end.

it was a good run. better then they'd honestly expected.

... but...

but while his lungs burned from lack of air (not that it was necessary) the water started to feel.. cold..

like a damp washcloth on a fever. it wasn't ... it didn't hurt. he wasn't struck by the impulse to scream, or even flail anymore.

it kinds felt... nice. like.. how had he never noticed how warm he had been. truthfully, he always thought he'd been running a bit col. but this. this felt..

heavenly.
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Crowley didn't always have to drive out of town to skate.

He could still skate at his local rink; it wasn't so much that he was worried his team would mock or berate him. Worse. They might even be supportive. But Lucifer, one of his oldest friends, got... weird.. when he staked with other people. like. he didn't seem to mind that sometimes Crowley's pulled on a pair of blades with toe picks on them, but instead got offended that Crowley wanted to do this ... with other people than his team.

and Crowley would be happy to dance with any member of the Damion Lake Demons if any of them seemed interested in doing so, but none of them, Lucifer included, did. Sometimes Danica and Ligur would watch him skate, but they never really wanted to join him. so finally, Crowley just started to go away to do it.

Eventually, the ended with his skating with another group of misfits in South Harbor. Spike had, like Crowley, not always strictly liked to skate in slacks, and Salley refused to skate in a skirt. and shadwell just wanted a place to belong. competitively, they'd never get to skate. not unless some rules finally got overturned real fast ( the black and queer skating communities had been pushing back for a long time on the unfair, and usually blatantly racist and sexist guildlines)

[salley - agatha elwes, spike Bailey Patrick, Shadwell Scott Arthur]

Salley and spike tended to do their dances together, and Shdawell was a strange replacement for Crowley's last partner [gotta look up his naaaame] but a welcome one. he was a bit odd, had some funny feelings on the matter of the occult, but overall fairly harmless. the biggest issue with Shadwell was those who believed what he said, and either beat him up for it, or worse, acted on his voiced options. it had taken some getting used to, but Crowley had come to the option that shadwell was just as damaged by his up bringing as the rest of them, and while he sprouted off the party line as any invocation, just has he'd no doubt been trained to do his whole life, his heart wasn't into a single word he said.

unfortunately, some of the shit he said was indeed quite hurtful and fowl, and Crowley had restrained himself many a times from hitting his dance partner, how remained oblivious to it the whole while. it was things Crowley had tried to talk to him about, to get him to stop saying things he clearly didn't believe, but it was going to take someone more invest that him to break shadwell of a lifetime of vitriol.

good thing for the man, the woman who lived next door to him seemed to be of the same mind as Crowley. but with the fortitude and interest in the man to stick around
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He's numb, dragging his arms though molasses.

He'd always been good at blocking out the white of the ice, and too bright lights. Always been good about letting the crowd fall away until all he could hear was the skichs skitch of metal blades, the wooden thunk of the stick against the puck. He could let all the distractions fall away and focus on the game in front of him like there was no world outside of the rink lain out before him. the cold air mad it hard to feel things sometimes, but it also made the weight of his gear flout away under the arctic air.

but he didn't think he'd ever fought so hard to get his limbs to do as they where told, never struggled to get his glove up like this before.

okay - maybe when he first starting to realize he was a decent goalie. the first time it had been pointed out to him he;d frozen as cold as the water under his skates. but that had been so long ago. why was tonight different?

it wasn't just his limbs, but his thoughts. he could follow the puck, but he seemed to be struggling to remember why that was important.

just so long as he remembered to keep it out of the netting behind him. as long as he could remember that.

he wasn't sure why he needed to, just that his team looked at him so disappointed when he missed. it tore him up, even more so than the nagging about something being off in his arms. the more he thought about it, the harder it was to move.

just .. don't think about it anymore.

just don't think.

just.

just.

When had the bright rink lights turned off? He was in shoes. standing no longer on rough ice, but smooth cement.

Just don't think about it anymore.

"'sup AZ?"
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there is something to say about sleeping.

Turning off his thoughts and actually to the act of sleeping, not so much. Sometimes he can manage, but not usually.

Instead, he rests, laying peacefully in the soft sheets and warm blanketed, reading well into the night. there's something soothing about washing up, changing into pajamas and slipping between the sheets, indulging in a few hours of light reading, and letting the world slip away for a while.

even more lately, now that instead of curling up in an armchair for the night in his shop, he's been whisked off his feet for an evening of indulgences, and rode the elevator to a tastefully and fashionably decorated loft apartment in Mayfair. as the hours slipped into darkness, he curled up in a decadent bed, with the dozing warm form of his dearest friend beside him.

Crowley didn't need to sleep anymore than Aziraphale did, but he enjoyed it, much they way they both of them enjoyed a good wine, a nice play, or a stroll though the park. And there was something quite lovely about just enjoying the closeness of the other, one they had not be able to export for the past six thousand years.

the time on his pocket watch tells him it's half past 3, and he closes his book finally, dimming his reading light as he sets the two items on the bedside table. his reading glasses follow, and for a moment he basks in the still calmness of the room.

finally, he sinks down into the blanked, Crowley's sleeping form re adjusting his hold from where he'd been hugging the angel around the waist, to circling around his shoulders and pulling them closer. he was drooling just a bit, moving to use a soft shoulder as a pillow and remained deep in slumber.

Yes. there was something to say about sleeping.
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he's not afraid of falling.

Sure there is the worry he might, but that's never been in the for front of him thoughts. He's assured in his belief that under all their bureaucracy, there is an actual plan. It's just.. It's ineffable. That’s all h can say on the matter. nearly form the beginning of his existence, he has not understood the why of what he'd asked to do, but none the less he as done so. because there must *be* a plan, surly?

so no, he's never been afraid of falling. and even when he was pretty sure he was going to fall, he wasn't afraid then.

no, what the other angels, and even Crowley to an extent don't understand is that the thing he feared the most was being alone. he was afraid that he would be shunned, written off as no longer worth the energy to deal with.

Ignored.

and it very nearly happened, long before he could put into words to his fears. he's not sure what exactly was his misstep, but he noticed, pone by one the other angels being recalled back to heaven for rest. shifts of angels rotated out, and he feared the answer on why he was never asked to come home.

it was a relief, when Gabriel would call upon him in for a report, or even a reprimand, because that meant they hadn't forgotten about him.

even if he noticed as the centuries rolled on that Gabriel would come to him more often than calling him home for an update.

with increasing isolation creeping around him; was it little wonder that he clunged to any friendly face.

even if it was the bright face of a demon?
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He’d been so distracted with Hastur, he hadn’t even noticed Micheal come up from behind him; not until he felt the blessed blade of their sword punching though his corporation and occult body simultaneously.

It /burned/

He had to laugh though, dread mixing with the odd realization that it wasn’t the worst thing he’d felt; falling had burned so much more; Her grace being purged from him for all eternity was nothing like this pin prick of pain.

The thing way. The thing was, he wasn’t sure he was going t survive this one.

He hadn’t thought would of survived loosing her grace, until he did. The Sulfur had been a painful balm to the burning inside of him after, a fire of it’s own that destroyed any nerves left to feel the pain.

He’d always privately thought it funny that the angels where given flaming swords to fight creatures born of fire. To see flames burning from his chest, finally showing the fire he’d felt in him for six thousand years, finally brought out for all to see, if not for the blessed blade fueling it

Hastur had sprung away, as careful to avoid the fire begging to consume Crowley as he'd avoid the water that had washed Ligur away. Micheal twisted the blade, calm in their curly as apposed to the glee on Hastur face, before withdrawing the blade.

The holy flames left when they did, leaving only the black ichor of a punctured true form to drip out like thick tar, slow black molten lava. Little flames burst out on his clothes where the split touched, the wood under his feet sizzling and flickering where he’s begun to bleed out

His human lungs began to fill with it, a burning of it’s own, and when it threatened to start bubbling up his throat, he banished the organs away in an attempt to chance a lingering peace in his rapidly approaching death. 

He fell to his knees, hands bracing on the fine wood grain under his fingers, the smell of smouldering wood bothering him more then the darkness gathering in the corners of his vision. His ears willed with the roaring of his own blood, and he lurched to his feet once again, trying to pull away from the false real memories fighting for his attention.

This wasn’t the bookshop.

This wasn’t the end of the world

Aziraphale wasn’t gone.

But if he didn’t pull it together, he was going to be alone. Forever. His angel who thought of suicide pills and had finally given up his horrible hateful family – his whole species! – and had chosen the mayfly lives of humans and had chosen Crowley.

Aziraphale wouldn’t go back to heaven anymore – even if they would take him back, he couldn’t choose than anymore. And no way in burning hell was Crowley going to let him face that alone.

His human corporation was burning. Melting. Cooking. But for not it was still fleshy, and Crowley had something no demon or angel, not even Aziraphale, had – creativity in spades. He once helped create starts from dust of the universe.

Pulling a new form together now was a cake walk. The materials at his pull far more advanced than the once he once had to work with, and he gleefully spun it together, pulling pieces of Hastur away to patch in the of his own, pulling parts of Micheal form away from them to reinforce it.

They wanted to work together to try and destroy him; he'd use the both of them then to [...]

His angel is her now; Crowley cowers. Can he tell? Can he smell the rot of Hastur on him? The stagnation of Micheal? Can he see the raw burning edges to Crowley's real form, fire still leaking out at the gaping wound the archangel's blade tore though him?

Must do. Aziraphale places a palm on the newly knitted flesh over the black hole raging inside him; a cool nudge of ethereal power brushing against occult (edges). A glacial lake, a mountain spring, the cold chilly arctic plunge of grace. Crowley wondered if that’s what holy water feels like, before the (power) ebbs away, leaving only the human wrath of the angel beside him.

They don't talk, not yet, instead existing together in the aftermath of too close a call. Crowley things on a long ago made rush across town, accompanied only by a dial tone. He holds Aziraphale close, chasing the feeling from himself as much as driving from his friend before it can fester; his angel came charging in at the ready, had known something had gone amiss. Had he been told, or had he piece it tighter on his own. He was clever enough for it, but Crowley pray it was not the case, prayed that Aziraphale had not been alone with that discovery.
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Whumptober 2020
No 1. LET'S HANG OUT SOMETIMEWaking Up RestrainedShackledHanging
No 2. IN THE HANDS OF THE ENEMY "Pick Who Dies"CollarsKidnapped
No 3. MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY
ManhandledForced to their KneesHeld at Gunpoint
No 4. RUNNING OUT OF TIMECagedBuried AliveCollapsed Building
No 5. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING? On the RunFailed EscapeRescue
No 6. PLEASE . . .
"Get it Out"No More"Stop, please"
No 7. I'VE GOT YOUSupportCarryEnemy to Caretaker

No 8. WHERE DID EVERYBODY GO?

"Don't Say Goodbye"AbandonedIsolation
No 9. FOR THE GREATER GOOD
"Take Me Instead""Run!"Ritual Sacrifice
No 10. THEY LOOK SO PRETTY WHEN THEY BLEED Blood LossInternal BleedingTrail of Blood
No 11. PSYCH 101
DefianceStrugglingCrying
No 12. I THINK I'VE BROKEN SOMETHING
Broken DownBroken BonesBroken Trust
No 13. BREATHE IN BREATHE OUTDelayed DrowningChemical PneumoniaOxygen Mask
No 14. IS SOMETHING BURNING?
BrandingHeat ExhaustionFire
No 15. INTO THE UNKNOWN
PossessionMagical HealingScience Gone Wrong
No 16. A TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, NO GOOD, VERY BAD DAY
Forced to BegHallucinationsShoot the Hostage

No 17. I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING

BlackmailDirty SecretWrongfully Accused
No 18. PANIC! AT THE DISCO
Panic AttacksPhobiasParanoia
No 19. BROKEN HEARTS GriefMourning Loved OneSurvivor's Guilt
No 20. TOTO, I HAVE A FEELING WE'RE NOT IN KANSAS ANYMORELostField MedicineMedieval
No 21. I DON'T FEEL SO WELL Chronic PainHypothermiaInfection
No 22. DO THESE TACOS TASTE FUNNY TO YOU? PoisonedDruggedWithdrawal
No 23. WHAT'S A WHUMPEE GOTTA DO TO GET SOME SLEEP AROUND HERE? ExhaustionNarcolepsySleep Deprivation
No 24. YOU'RE NOT MAKING ANY SENSE
Forced MutismBlindfoldedSensory Deprivation
No 25. I THINK I'LL JUST COLLAPSE RIGHT HERE, THANKS
DisorientationBlurred VisionRinging Ears
No 26. IF YOU THOUGHT THE HEAD TRAUMA WAS BAD…
MigraineConcussionBlindness
No 27. OK, WHO HAD NATURAL DISASTERS ON THEIR 2020 BINGO CARD? EarthquakeExtreme WeatherPower Outage
No 28. SUCH WOW. MANY NORMAL. VERY OOPS.
AccidentsHunting SeasonMugged
No 29. I THINK I NEED A DOCTOR
IntubationEmergency RoomReluctant Bedrest
No 30. NOW WHERE DID THAT COME FROM?

Wound Reveal

Ignoring an InjuryInternal Organ Injury
No 31. TODAY'S SPECIAL: TORTURE
ExperimentWhippedLeft for Dead
Alternate Prompt ListAlt 1. PuncturedAlt 2. Falling
Alt 3. ComfortAlt 4. StitchesAlt 5. Stoic WhumpeesAlt 6. Altered States
Alt 7. Found FamilyAlt 8. Adverse ReactionsAlt 9. Memory LossAlt 10. Nightmares
Alt 11. Presumed DeadAlt. 12. WaterAlt. 13 AccidentsAlt. 14 Shot


FEBUWHUMP 2021
DAY 1: mind controlDAY 2: "i can't take this anymore"DAY 3: imprisonmentDAY 4: impalingDAY 5: "take me instead"
DAY 6: insomniaDAY 7: poisoningDAY 8: "hey, hey, this is no time to sleep"DAY 9: buried aliveDAY 10: "i'm sorry. i didn't know"
DAY 11: hallucinationsDAY 12: "who are you?"DAY 13: hiding injuryDAY 14: "i didn't mean it"DAY 15: "run. don't look back"
DAY 16: broken bonesDAY 17: field surgeryDAY 18: "i can't see"DAY 19: sleep deprivationDAY 20: betrayal
DAY 21: tortureDAY 22: burnedDAY 23: "don't look"DAY 24: memory lossDAY 25: car accident
SWITCH-OUT PROMPTS:
DAY 26: recoveryDAY 27: "i wish i had never given you a chance"DAY 28: "you have to let me go"
ALT 1: truth serumALT 2: "i can't lose you too"ALT 3: comaALT 4: identity revealALT 5: hostage situation
ALT 6: "don't try to pin this on me"ALT 7: time travelALT 8: allergiesALT 9: gunpointALT 10: "please come back"


HABITICA CHALLENGE
a small, round stoneblack feathersmoonlightfingertipsan open window
a masknew clothesthe third floora strangera quiet lake
scratched floorboardsa broken gatesomeone else's weddingsleeping dogsa backyard
a paper cutan abandoned buildingprotest signsfeeling oldmist
seashellsa teacupbehind the wallfresh sheetsshadows
rustno one knowsrunning latefive paintings/ photographsan ancient word
insectsunderwatersmall shoesa tunnela shared meal
bright lightsacting (1) brave (2)a gust of windhungera blue glow
something forgottena skylinebellsa misunderstandingreading on a bench
a lost ringan unread messagestorm cloudsa white liethe cosmos


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Past (7th)
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