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mekachu04"why didn't you tell us?"
"Because most won't accept it. They never reconver corwley. They never become demons, and they walk back into the lake as soon as we turn away"
All this time, angels had still be falling. Crowley shuddered to think that he had dismissed azirpahe fears, had down played it for centuries, becuase he had nver seen a freshly fallen angel. as far as he had known. it was jsut the first batch.
"did.. di dany of them surive?"
Lucifer shook his head solomly. "I imagined that's why he kept happening, to be hinest. since they where's stranthening our numbers, as long as heaven felt they still had the advantage, let them fall. granted. i... " he gestured to where azirpahle still lay, a blanket drawn from the either to tuck him in, to cover the carved open chest. "I never expected that. there was so much damage to them when they crawled out, it was missed. and few stuck aorund long enough to ever heal. it was too much. most never talked to me, but one or two did - they couldn't remeber falling. nothign on how hte got to that point, nothing of the fall itself. like the impact of the lake burned weeks away."
those where the worse, lucifer things to himself, becuase they seemed like they might make it. that they might be the first to stay. the looked like htey might jsut heal, recover. find a new purpose and name.
but they too couldn't imagaine not serving God, ad walked back inot the lake before a new reson d'etra could be given. lucifer had tried to force a Name early, to try and straong arem them into staying, but they rejected it immediatly. he tried to wait,a dn still. same result.
bt if this wasn't a fluke. if this Fall was the norm; it hurt to think, but it might give him the ammunition to tempt them into living long enough to make a real choice.
As happy as lucifer was to be free of the yoke of his creator, it had been what had given the demons the will to strive - spite. but even he could understand that not all where ready, not all wanted this Will. if he could give that pack to them. to assure them, they where not forsaken...
would it make it better or worse. they had not been (forsaken) but yet still abandodned. that God had not revoked their purpose, but had let them be caste asside none the less.
would it be seen as jsut another trick of the devil....
"Because most won't accept it. They never reconver corwley. They never become demons, and they walk back into the lake as soon as we turn away"
All this time, angels had still be falling. Crowley shuddered to think that he had dismissed azirpahe fears, had down played it for centuries, becuase he had nver seen a freshly fallen angel. as far as he had known. it was jsut the first batch.
"did.. di dany of them surive?"
Lucifer shook his head solomly. "I imagined that's why he kept happening, to be hinest. since they where's stranthening our numbers, as long as heaven felt they still had the advantage, let them fall. granted. i... " he gestured to where azirpahle still lay, a blanket drawn from the either to tuck him in, to cover the carved open chest. "I never expected that. there was so much damage to them when they crawled out, it was missed. and few stuck aorund long enough to ever heal. it was too much. most never talked to me, but one or two did - they couldn't remeber falling. nothign on how hte got to that point, nothing of the fall itself. like the impact of the lake burned weeks away."
those where the worse, lucifer things to himself, becuase they seemed like they might make it. that they might be the first to stay. the looked like htey might jsut heal, recover. find a new purpose and name.
but they too couldn't imagaine not serving God, ad walked back inot the lake before a new reson d'etra could be given. lucifer had tried to force a Name early, to try and straong arem them into staying, but they rejected it immediatly. he tried to wait,a dn still. same result.
bt if this wasn't a fluke. if this Fall was the norm; it hurt to think, but it might give him the ammunition to tempt them into living long enough to make a real choice.
As happy as lucifer was to be free of the yoke of his creator, it had been what had given the demons the will to strive - spite. but even he could understand that not all where ready, not all wanted this Will. if he could give that pack to them. to assure them, they where not forsaken...
would it make it better or worse. they had not been (forsaken) but yet still abandodned. that God had not revoked their purpose, but had let them be caste asside none the less.
would it be seen as jsut another trick of the devil....
